[ Alayne Stone was born out of secrets. She knows nothing else but secrets and lies. She does not think Jon is suited to such things. But she also knows trying to pry the secrets from a stubborn man was as good as building a wall before him. ]
You should tell that to your wildling, then. She does not seem to share your opinion.
By wanting you to be honest? By wanting you to be a Stark once more?
Do not say that this day's conversation about my time at the Wall is something that speaks of my love for you, when I've had the kind of time since Arya chose to deny everything about me she can.
Why then are you allowed your secrets when I am not allowed my own?
You— you cannot judge us by the same means by which you judge yourself. You do not know what war does to highborn girls. We suffer far different fates than men. [ She shakes her head. ] Do you know what being the last Stark won me?
Because it is the only thing that has ever been mine! That was not intruded upon, taken away, held at arms length, told no, Jon Snow, this is not for you, this is for those born with their father's name.
[Oh, crap. That wasn't supposed to come out. He gets sullen, then. He had his relationship with Arya and that's gone, and now his relationship with Ygritte is gone as well.]
Highborn girls, lowborn boys. You suffered for your name and I suffered for the lack of it. And Robb died for it.
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It shows on his face]
She's dead. That's what she is. She is a dead woman who came here from before she died.
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What does a dead wildling woman mean to a brother of the Wall, Jon?
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[Don't. Ask.]
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He gave me life. What did she give you?
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[Stonewalled.]
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Am I forbidden to speak to her as well?
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Instead, she presses her lips together in frustration. ] I would have kept your secrets gladly, had I known there were any to keep.
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[He's never had anything else, nothing else he could call his but this.]
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You should tell that to your wildling, then. She does not seem to share your opinion.
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ARGH]
I do not like to argue with you.
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Alayne doesn't. ]
And yet we do.
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And yet.
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I am sorry that I have made for such a poor sister.
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You were no sister at all.
[He's awful at this. But at least he's honest.]
It was not your fault.
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I— I would not love me either.
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And I love you as well.
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You show it strangely.
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Do not say that this day's conversation about my time at the Wall is something that speaks of my love for you, when I've had the kind of time since Arya chose to deny everything about me she can.
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You— you cannot judge us by the same means by which you judge yourself. You do not know what war does to highborn girls. We suffer far different fates than men. [ She shakes her head. ] Do you know what being the last Stark won me?
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[Oh, crap. That wasn't supposed to come out. He gets sullen, then. He had his relationship with Arya and that's gone, and now his relationship with Ygritte is gone as well.]
Highborn girls, lowborn boys. You suffered for your name and I suffered for the lack of it. And Robb died for it.
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